but why am I not in a good mind
7/123 7:15 pm I really wish I knew what happened in March I asked to change my 200 mg of lamotrigine to 100, as I did not feel better. Then a few weeks later I started to feel weird. Then I discovered elfwood, and wyverns library is gone. Even if they were not, the email I signed up with is gone. But then a few days ago I found a paper with info. Then I rememberwd how horrible I was to a friend because I was jealous, and she died and I cannot apologize, but I was told I was forgiven. Rerembering that was a torturous week. I hardly ate for a few days. I also got freaked out over all the connections I lost. And how the aughts were full of forms. And live journal, and more connectivity even if not mental health did not make it that good. My internet use is not the same and I miss the fourms. I don't even know how I found them, and if I could find more. If people still use then. This is my world ( I need to watch how I type on the phone,I get autocorrect like budget and words like k